alright so. i have plans, a date, tonight. i have the unique ability to work myself up so much that i can make myself nauseous and my heart is racing. called said date and it went to voicemail. left a message. more nerves. he was clearly excited about the date last night, why do i think he’s going to blow me off? good news? i’m having a beer to calm my nerves. i might have another one. is this healthy? probably not.
