i don’t like waking up at 6 am and having my mind race. this is a horrible feeling, one that i wish i could shake. i can’t remember the last time i felt this way. the nerves - there’s nothing like it. my chest is tight and all i want to do is run. i don’t even run. it’s 3 degrees or else i probably would. something has to change. soon. i can’t live like this.
