i know, at this time, i’m not cut out for dating. everyone thinks the in between parts are so exciting, the unknown(!!). To me, this is not exciting. I’ve been dicked around enough, lied to, and led on. I want someone who is going to care, and SHOW they care - off the bat. Is this too much to ask for? I think so. I preach, PREACH about how girls shouldn’t be pathetic and wait around or how they should drop guys if they’re not treating them well. Of course, I can’t take my own advice. I see a facebook status that says, “… is all nervous and stuff” and automatically think, yep, it’s over. he’s going to tell me he’s not interested. WHY am i consumed with these thoughts, feelings? Why can’t i just do what john, ringo, paul, and george (oh, poor forgotten george) and let it be? Is this really the product of someone else or is it something that i have to learn to deal with? i want someone out there to tell me they feel the same way so i don’t think i’m so crazy. or tell me i’m crazy, and to snap out of it. please - i need it.
